Lord, I don't wanna give You a hard time anymore, about the things You deemed best for me not to have. Parents can get it wrong, doctors can get it wrong, I can get it wrong, but Lord, You are not wrong about the decisions You have made for my life. You have not authorized for me any tribulation that I cannot Jesus through…
My soul may bleed, my heart may break, my body may fail, I may be mistreated, rejected, ghosted, discouraged, perplexed, lied to, bankrupt, clinically depressed… still I will stand by my Lord, loving Him with a supernatural love.
I used to be in this world for my own agenda, but now I'm in it for God's ends…
It's clear as a shallow stream, it's not knowing mysteries that overcomes sin, but it's knowing Jesus… Oh JESUS, I feel You haven’t given up on me. Lord I wanna get closer, even if it's trial after trial, Thou art the LIFE.
And since I have no goodness of my own to win the battle against sin, I'll keep my faith in Christ, this will produce positive changes in my character… ✟
So impossible as it may seem, but in the strength of Christ, I've got to keep up this holy zeal, until my time runs out…